viktorfrankl ([info]viktorfrankl) wrote,
@ 2008-09-10 14:15:00
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emotion-driven race philosophy
i couldn’t tell you how many white people i’ve met who have said stuff to me like, ‘i had no idea you weren’t white,’ or ‘i didn’t even think of you in those terms (cuz im not a racist <3),’ or ‘i always just thought you were white’

after 17 years of interacting with white people, i have developed an intuition that tells me exactly which of these white people are actually saying “dude, at first i thought you were a mexican but then you were smart, so i was confused.” in other words, “yeah i wasn’t really sure but i figured you were white because you weren’t overwhelmingly stupid and criminal. also you didn’t rape me and you listen to real music.”

oh, another one: ‘i wasn’t sure, but i like you so i gave you the benefit of the doubt and figured you were white, cause youre awesome.’

it’s not the case every time, but too fucking often.



....also, when did it become okay for white people to start using the word ‘nigga’ ?


ps. think very carefully about what you’re saying if you are thinking to yourself that it’s just my intuition and therefore its not necessarily reliable.




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[info]argo_vela
2008-09-11 01:44 am UTC (link)
... it's not. I feel incredibly uncomfortable using the full form of the word in the context of quotations (e.g., in an essay on Huck Finn or something like that). Anyone who says it's OK is wrong. The end.

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(Anonymous)
2008-10-30 04:04 pm UTC (link)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjCK2QkucL4

i noticed people assuming you were white on the save our state minute man forum thing. odds are in their favor i guess, but i definitely picked up on the latent racism you're taking about.

also on the word nigger, i never know what to tell my students here in Buenos Aires when they use that word, because the context here is way different (i.e. almost no institutionalized racism towards blacks), but it makes me really uncomfortable regardless. a lot of them think it's just hilarious that we're so sensitive about it, which motivates them to say it even more. i usually just tell them "o.k. haha, but don't EVER use that word in the states." just to protect them. but then with the brazilians in my class it gets really complex. probably because they have so many races in their country. For instance just calling someone is black in portuguese (sp) can start a riot.

then there was san francisco, where there'd be an asian kid and a black kid on the bus and they'd call each other nigger. when the asian kid would say it i would get really uncomfortable, which weirded me out because the black kid was cool with it and i was basing my uncomfortability on respecting the black kid's feelings. if it didn't offend him then why was i still uncomfortable?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjCK2QkucL4

cbilz

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